YOYOYOYOYOYO!haha.
ah that was lame.
i cant feel my legs.
lols.
yest was ok. nothing(sweating kind) happened during PE. had to do a survey. damn dumb. haha.
the questions were almost liddat:
do you like going to school? YES.
do you have good friends? YES.
are the teachers fair? NO.
do the teachers understand?NO.
so dumb. haha
walked to indoor stadium from school. praise and worship was ok la. alot of SLOW songs. it was sad la cos i wanted to worship but i was really tired. close eyes liao then want to sleep. =(
owell.
other than that, angie can sing really well!
arise adonia!
and come to your resting place!
when coach ronnie blew that..that.. thing. super nice! haha.
went for dinner after that. only got hme at 1:30. slept at 2. was REALLY tired.
this morning actually wanted to go for tuition at suntec at 11:30 so i told my maid to wake me up at 9:30 (so i can slack on the bed b4 waking up) but in e end i slack till 11:30. so i decided to cont sleeping anyway. HAHA.
woke up at 2. would have continued sleeping if not for study seminar.haha
rushed to suntec. mm. the seminar was good la.
yup.alot of practical stuff but also got how to study with God.
coach E.'s testimony damn cool. 42pts to 19pts in 2 weeks. amazing sia. haha
anyway. my dad jus cooked steak. yummy!
things from friendster:
Have you..[x] Held hands
[x] Lost someone
[x] Never got a chance to tell someone somethingimportant
[x] Cried your eyes out
[x] Danced
total: 5
[x] Rejected someone
[x] Been rejected
[x] Wanted to kill someone
[ ] Got called a ......../..........
[x] Heard a rumor about yourself
[ ] Hurt someone
total: 4
[x] Got involved in sports
[x] Got called a dork
[x] Fell out of love
[x] Went to a funeral
[ ] Knew someone who has commited suicide
total: 4
[x] Grades dropped since you were 10
[x] Wrote a love poem
[x] Went through a phase
[ ] Got ditched
[x] Know someone really stupid and/or annoying
total:4
[x] Drank
[x] Made a mistake
[ ] Found the one
[x] Thought you found the one
[ ] Cheated on your bf/gf
total:4
[ ] Found out your bf/gf cheated
[x] Was lied to
[x] Felt like the happiest person in the world
[x] Felt like dying
[ ] Got pregnant/your girl pregnant
total:3
my oh my.
List 15 people whom matters so much to you in your life.Let them know how much they mean to you.Then pray for them.God will grant you that wish and will bless you and them.Have fun.(:(family not counted la. if not no space. names not placed in order.)
one : stephie
two : aliciakoo
three : sherteo
four : shernie
five : aloysiuskoh
six :adelynie
seven : ailiny
eight : daniu
nine : immanuel
ten : danielgabriel
eleven : weijie
twelve : mika
thirteen :alena
fourteen :pub ppl!
fifteen : that guy lo.
listen to Him.
9:50 PM
shakespeare:
How now, my love! why is your cheek so pale?How chance the roses there do fade so fast?singaporeans: wah! why u so pale! like ghost liddat!
-_-"
lols.
church was fun today. loved the sermon! =)
tuition was ok. charissa wasnt there. daniel was glad he could give me hmwrk.lols. but he's a pretty gd teacher. haha.
daddy bought me cheesecake!
BLUEBERRY CHEESECAKE FROM CARLS JR.
JIEJIE CAN U SEE THIS!DADDY BOUGHT ME CHEESECAKE!ok that was fun. =)
listen to Him.
8:02 PM
long post for a long day~wah! muscles ache!!
lols. yest was fun
had amazing race in e morning. yup. was fun =).
grouped w/ aloy, ailin and alicia. no east view ppl. which was good cos no communication breakdown and we could work together pretty well. =)
oh and i like the class tee! although it stained some ppl. bookshop auntie say is their sweat too salty la! hahaha.
anyway. ya la. ran around singapore. it was really fun! kept meeting up with somd guys group. haha. it was funny. then run run run and slowly and relac then in e end still end up on e same mrt. hahaha. see! rest in God man, let Him do e job! haha. after we got off e mrt we ran out to e market but e guys were saying something about no need run la. but when we jus crossed the road the green light turned red so e guys were stuck on e other side. HAHA.
oh and we outran a bus. on one of e stations their group was faster then us. when we finished we saw them at e bus stop opp. the road and the bus was coming. we obviously could not run over in time ma so we chionngg-ed all e way to next bus stop. jus in time. =)
the guys were like.. -_-. LOL
but ya la. at the last part we dun wan run already. besides the guys could run faster. but o well. we had a fun time on our walk back. sang songs and talked. but i think the guys group got 3rd. so we're not so bad! yay. haha. i think the DL ppl were slow!
and junhong's sweat too salty (haha) and he stained his *cough*
$70 pants.
right.
ok had guides P.O.P after that.
abt time man. but it was ok la. shall not talk much abt the details.i kinda think e teachers are spoiling the whole discipline thing in guides la. it getting so slack.took pics after that.took a few dumb videos with alicia.haha.her mom brought me home after that. which was arnd 7:45pmmet up with shern and her bro at the squash court downstairs at 8. teckyeow and chong yeow came after that. squash was fun la. played 2 hrs. i won! yay. =Dteckyeow was being real gay la.hahahathen they came up to my house. um. played talked eat. shane (shern's bro) can play e guitar really well! cute guy. haha.took pics!wanted bring the cam to skl one for pop and amazing race but forgot la.anyway, the photos!
THEY ALL LOOK BAD! HAHAHA
sorry. being evil. candid shot. chong yeow looks ok la.
hungry ppl after squash. lols. and its only instant noodles!
see what i mean! hahaha.
shane looks like roger here. lol
see! 2 bowls leh.HAHA
paulie 3hill. =)
crazy tecky (eh it ryhmes!)
shane and e guitar!
MY guitar! whee! haha he can play really well.
oh and vids!
pls see this with your head tilted. hha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SlT_2c_g1SMand shern's famous 10!
-not yet uploaded-
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1:45 PM
PLEASE START READING FROM BELOW
yay. fun day. still so awake. only slept one hour. lols. im superwoman! and i keep my panties INSIDE. HAHA. =)
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7:31 PM
weird? lols
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7:28 PM
alicia has definetly gone kukoo. LOL
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7:28 PM
dee class! sitting arrangements like kindergarden right! BLAH
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7:27 PM
in cases like this i would have gladly strangled yi xiang. ANYHOW HOLD MY GUITAR!
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7:26 PM
alicia cnnt recover from the kiss sher gave! LOL
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7:26 PM
sleepy me on guitar
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7:25 PM
shermaine? hahaha
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7:25 PM
gorgeous gay gargoyle guohao =)
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7:24 PM
ABSTRACT? lols.
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7:24 PM
shern zi lian-ing w/ miss soh behind! hahah
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7:23 PM
flying tissue! lols
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7:23 PM
alibaboooon!
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7:23 PM
stephie! so guai. lols
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7:22 PM
wah. the lessons were BORING. but we survived! aha!
we are strong man! hahaha.
now should be lunch break..
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7:21 PM
lols. chen cheng.
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7:21 PM
sleeeeep...
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7:20 PM
changed to uniform liao and back to class sleep. haha. should be arnd 7:00
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7:20 PM
close up pic on how to sleep in chung cheng's LT1!
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7:19 PM
sleeping pigs!
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7:18 PM
for fat guys? =X... no la. han chong body too long liao. HAHA
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7:18 PM
sleeping daniel (frnt) and terrence behind. skinny guys. like that also can squeeze. but i also slept like that la. haha (so im skinny! yeah man!)
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7:17 PM
ok at this part is the football match! we watch ed the movie GOAL! b4 it though. but anyway, yes the match. really exciting! BUT FRANCE LOST! sian. o well.
so yes..the match ended arnd 5 plus? then went to sleep till 6:30 where we woke up to change to uniform and stuff. slept on the chairs.
listen to Him.
7:14 PM
how the first half of e lecture theatre looks like?
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7:13 PM
GAY GUYS! (zaven joshua! lols)
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7:12 PM
another grp of DL guys (some)
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7:12 PM
daniel! DA NIU!
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7:11 PM
the guys playing cards
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7:11 PM
shunta! JAP!
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7:10 PM
potato chips?
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7:10 PM
shernie!
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7:10 PM
ai lin!
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7:09 PM
joshua the act-cute. lols
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7:09 PM
joshua the lame
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7:09 PM
SHORT HAPPY POST ALERTshort and sweet.
im a happy girl! no more condemnation! i am freed from it! waha.
thanks immanuel for listening to me. you're a great brother-in-christ to have! precious friend =)
thanks daniel for caring! for wanting to know whats wrong. heh. =)
jus went campus! damn fun! ALMOST as 'on' as dare. hahaha. but it was good. same Jesus. great anointing and presence. loved it. jie prayed for me. yay. so nice. =)
i love u sher!
i wanna stay in dare nxt yr.
listen to Him.
11:34 PM
DEPRESSING LONG POST ALERT
ok. thats it. no more cover ups. life doesnt rock actually. it really sucks sometimes. and bah.
here, are my problems. big ones. all out in e open.
SCHOOLbah. no more lying. i've got a real problem: my results are like shit. like seriously, shit. and that totally sucks? you know why? COS I STUDY. I BLOODY STUDY. and guess what? its useless.
i HATE it when that happens.
and dammit God, i know You are there. this i know for sure. but WHERE? i REALLY need ur help, Lord. i know u will help me. but im not believeing it. i feel so empty on e inside. God, daddy, i need You.
its Olvls this yr. You said you would help me through.
but i have my doubts. oh and they are so big. it blocks everything i believe.
help.
too many disappointments lord. way too many.
FRIENDSi've got great friends. superb friends. the best ppl in e world.
but i feel as though i dont measure up to them.
i feel. so far. so small. so...nothing.
and that hurts.
they're samrter, prettier, cleverer, funnier.
sure, im favoured by God. but i dont feel it! it sure doesnt seem so!
favour from teachers? hah. they hate me! like dammit. i've got the absolute worst teachers la.
CHURCHeverybody is happy. wonderful sermons are being said. testimonials are everywhere. everybody is getting their miracles.
but what about me? why dont i have a single testimonial that i can happily share?
why do i feel..like im forgotten?
everybody assures me im not. everybody tells me that God is always holding my hand.
i know that
but truth to be told. i cant feel that. I used to be able to know he is here. now its so hard to trust
RELATIONSHIPlike what everybody goes through. it hurts. it hurts like shit. it hurts when he doesnt care. and i feel like those emo girls who cry everyday and cut the wrists or something when rejected. i used to think they were stupid. stupid stupid bimbos.. now i feel dumb too.
and shit it la.it hurts.
Lord take away the pain...
FAMILYi've got a family like many others. and it has its own problems too. Lord, you know what our problem is. its been there for so long. are you not going to do anything about it? its getting harder and harder to trust lord.
BIG PROBLEMSBAH. sometimes i jus feel like the dumbest most worthless and i dunno whatelse person to have ever lived.
DADDY GOD, JESUS! im crying out to You Lord.where are you. are you going to just stand there and not do anything Lord? it hurts. everything feels so bottled up inside. touch me Lord. i just need You. only You.
they say jus believe. but i cant do it! simply believe? i cant do it either. actually, hell with it, i dont know what wrong with me la. its jus dumb.
dammit im tired. so damn bloody tired.
listen to Him.
8:03 PM
chi oral was bad. =(
yup. so sad. half the time it was like...silence. siannnn
totally depressed at the end of it. nearly cried. (ok so i did. but abit only la)
bah. cnt believe i screwed up my chinese olvls.
o well. my God is the God of the impossible! yup.
dare rocked today. having this new member for pub! cute guy! haha.
think his name is jake. haha.
DANIEL MELVIN GABRIEL CHEW is nice!
haha. today my ezlink card disappeared. dunno go where. then had no money to go home. mommy also dun want to fetch (bad mommy!). then he gave my $10 to take taxi or buy sweets. haha. then he dun want me to return.so nice!
haha.
yay. thank God for him! funny guy. hahaha.
i should go and bathe.
listen to Him.
10:06 PM
