childoftheking;

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

i really dont want back my results.
scares e hell out of me.
rarr.

listen to Him.

11:11 PM

those who are forgiven much, loves much.

Could someone actually be forgiven a debt of millions and be unable to forgive a debt of hundreds? Could a person be set free and then imprison another?

You dont have to be a theologian to answer those questions; you only have to look in the mirror. Who among us has not begged God for mercy on Sunday and the demanded justice on Monday? Who hasn't served as a bottleneck instead of a conduit of God's love? Is there anyone who doesn't , at one time ore the other,"show contempt for the riches of his kindness, tolerance and patience, not realizing that God's kindness leads you towards repentance?"

Is this the way you are coping with your hurts? Are you allowing your hurts to turn into hates? Is so, ask yourself: Is it working? Has your hatred done you any good? Has your resentment brought you any relief, any peace? Has it granted you any joy?

Lets say you get even. Lets say you get him back. Lets say she gets what she deserves. Lets say your fantasy of fury runs it ferocious course and you return all your pain with interest. Imagine yourself standing over the corpse of the one you have hated. Will you now be free?

Notice what God does when we calibrate our compassion. He turns us over to be tortured. Tortured by anger. Choked by bitterness. Consumed by revenge.

Such is the punishment for one who tastes God's grace but refuses to share it.
But for one who tastes God's grace and then gives it to others, the reward is a blessed liberation. The prison door is thrown open, and the prisoner set free is your self.

-the applause of heaven

listen to Him.

10:22 PM

watched Gridiron Gang with shengda just now. (which honesty wasn't that bad)

now are the days when usually one just stays at home and lets her brain slowly rot away which is actually, rather sad.
BUT
im not really wasting time :D
i bake! like, i really do! what an accomplishment! the stars must have been perfectly aligned. haha
and im playing squash tml. yes, exercise. its sounds so.... wonderfully exhausting. blah -_-

you know one is bored when one blogs thrice a day and forces down sadly uninteresting posts down dear loyal non-existent readers throats.

:)

listen to Him.

11:56 AM

"I think sometimes the greatest things in life shouldn't be analyzed and doubted - maybe it'd be better if we'd just let them work their magic on us while we reap the undeserved benefits - because only then would we truly be happy."

ignorance can be a bliss if you don't insist on knowing everything. curiosity killed the cat (and sent it to heaven) but knowledge brought it back (to living hell).

anyway, i finished my resume. (asher's one has like, so much stuff!)
shucks.
after reading it, it seems like i almost have no recollection of doing such wonderful noble stuff (under community service). resumes are definitely overrated.
hurhur, quite pathetic right.

listen to Him.

9:10 AM

i am a new creation!
old things have passed away and all things have become new!
hallelujah. :)

listen to Him.

2:35 AM

my chinese standard is falling at the most amazing speed (sigh), and yet im doing nothing about it.
blah, whatever.

haha. jesus is my boyfriend. dont steal!
hehe. boys have cooties :D
this means no more messaging someone on some random topic just to get a conversation going or excessively trying to read in between the lines. which is good since doing that always never fails to me make feel quite like a despo. hurhur. how embarrassing. this post is based on the fact that nobody reads my blog. wahaha.
so anyway, im a child of God man. child of the king = princess. and that means.. boys.. fall to your knees!!! =D
hallelujah. haha

i need to diet, or some exercise! (55kg! im cominnnngggggg!)
playing squash with shern shows something... damn, am I out of shape. must... exercise... more! but haha.. there doesnt seem be enough time, judging by the number of (extremely worthwhile, like slacking in front of the tv with potato chips on one hand) activities I've got planned out.

Stay tuned for more superficial, materialistic, and entirely unengaging posts.

listen to Him.

10:48 PM

this is my sister.

no...

actually....

this is.

wahahaa....
ok la its not that bad la. she thinks those pics are funny too =D

hurhurhur...

ok.
die. she's got my unglam photos too =p

hehe.
anybody has a pastor prince sermon on mercy to spare?

listen to Him.

12:21 AM

whee. praise god for new blogskins.
haha.
finally! lols.

hm, really like this new blogskin. hehe. although e text box too small for pics.
not bad. i have blogged for two n a half yrs. haha. :)
here r some of my old blogskins. haha. so long ago >_< http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a326/chocolatepiggy/fatlouie.jpg
this one 2 yrs ago. hurhur
http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a326/chocolatepiggy/blogskingrunge.jpg
so dark.
http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a326/chocolatepiggy/blogskinn.jpg
haha. the most colourful so far :)
http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a326/chocolatepiggy/blogskincopy.jpg
and the most recent.

got a few missing la. haha
oh wells.

someday i will post something with substance.
lols.

listen to Him.

1:05 PM

Ask Muhammed Ali.

You know Ali, the unprecedented three-time world heavyweight boxing champion. His face has appeared on the cover of Sports Illustrated more times than any other athlete. When he was "floating like a butterfly and stinging like a bee," he was king of his profession. An entourage of reporters, trainers, and support staff tailed this comet as he raced around the world.

But that was yesterday. Where is Muhammed Ali today? Sportswriter Gary Smith went to find out.

Ali escorted Smith to a barn next to his farmhouse. On the floor, leaning against the walls, were mementos of Ali in his prime. Photos and portraits of the champ punching and dancing. Sculpted body. Fist punching the air.

Championship belt held high in triumph. "The thrilla in Manila."

But on the pictures were white streaks-bird droppings. Ali looked into the rafters at the pigeons who had made his gym their home. And then he did something significant. Perhaps it was a gesture of closure. Maybe it was a statement of despair. Whatever the reason, he walked over to the row of pictures and turned them, one by one, toward the wall. He then walked to the door, stared at the countryside, and mumbled something so low that Smith had to ask him to repeat it. Ali did.

"I had the world," he said, "and it wasn't nothin'. Look now."

The pole of power is greasy.

The Roman emperor Charlemagne knew that. An interesting story surrounds the burial of this famous king. Legend has it that he asked to be entombed sitting upright in his throne. He asked that his crown be placed on his head and his scepter in his hand. He requested that the royal cape be draped around his shoulders and an open book be placed in his lap.

That was A.D. 814. Nearly two hundred years later, Emperor Othello determined to see if the burial request had been carried out. He allegedly sent a team of men to open the tomb and make a report. They found the body just as Charlemagne had requested. Only now, nearly two centuries later, the scene was gruesome. The crown was tilted, the mantle moth-eaten, the body disfigured. But open on the skeletal thighs was the book Charlemagne had requested-the Bible. One bony finger pointed to Matthew 16:26 "What good will it be for a man if he gains the whole world, yet forfeits his soul?"'

You can answer that one.

listen to Him.

8:37 PM

wahaha nice pic :)

jus came back frm kenneth's hair show. was pretty cool :)

listen to Him.

12:46 AM

once upon a december
oo. so nice~
multi-languaged!
all the voices r so nice =D

lyrics in english:
Dancing bears,
Painted wings,
Things I almost remember,
And a song someone sings
Once upon a December.

Someone holds me safe and warm.
Horses prance through a silver storm.
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory...

Far away, long ago,
Glowing dim as an ember,
Things my heart used to know,
Once upon a December

Someone holds me safe and warm.
Horses prance through a silver storm.
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory...

Far away, long ago,
Glowing dim as an ember,
Things my heart
Used to know,
Things it yearns to remember...

And a song
Someone sings
Once upon a December

listen to Him.

1:35 AM

i think i read the bible too little. uh huh.
so yes, i shall start reading the bible.
Daddy! guide me when i read ur word to not read it superficially and miss out what is impt! and make me not sleep. hehe

Genesis! the origin :)

(Genesis 1:1) amplified.
IN THE beginning God (prepared, formed, fashioned, and) created the heavens and the earth.

i like prepared. daddy prepared the heavens and the earth just for me! the stars, the moon, the tress, the mountains, the butterflies.. and chocolates!(whoohoo!) he made things beautiful, for me :)

Hebrews 11:3 (New King James Version)
3 By faith we understand that the worlds were framed by the word of God, so that the things which are seen were not made of things which are visible.

Hebrews 11:3 (The Message)
3By faith, we see the world called into existence by God's word, what we see created by what we don't see.

(bth versions are nice, i dunno which one to choose so put both lo :D)

only God creates. He doesnt copy, He is original! and whatever He says, its happens!

(therefore, when in jeremiah he says:
Jer 29:11 I know the plans that I have for you, declares the LORD. They are plans for peace and not disaster, plans to give you a future filled with hope.
Jer 29:12 Then you will call to me. You will come and pray to me, and I will hear you.
it will be true!
hallelujah! my future is good!!! :D )

Genesis 1:2-3 (amplified)
2The earth was without form and an empty waste, and darkness was upon the face of the very great deep. The Spirit of God was moving (hovering, brooding) over the face of the waters.
3And God said, Let there be light; and there was light.

and He makes sure it is good :)

Genesis 1:4 (Amplified Bible)
4And God saw that the light was good (suitable, pleasant) and He approved it; and God separated the light from the darkness.(A)

There. God created LIGHT.
no "and God said, Let there be darkness; and there was darkness."
darkness does not exist. its the ABSENCE of light.

John 1:4-5 (Amplified Bible)
4In Him was Life, and the Life was the Light of men.
5And the Light shines on in the darkness, for the darkness has never overpowered it [put it out or absorbed it or appropriated it, and is unreceptive to it].

FOR DARKNESS HAS NEVER OVERPOWERED IT.it cannot take it. it runs. it flees. at the speed of light. (which is uh, u know, real fast :P)

Psalm 84:11 (Amplified Bible)
11For the Lord God is a Sun and Shield; the Lord bestows [present] grace and favor and [future] glory (honor, splendor, and heavenly bliss)! No good thing will He withhold from those who walk uprightly.

go! walk boldly to the throne of grace and no good thing will be witheld from you!
"For the Lord God is a Sun"
the sun is always shining. even when you cannot see it, it still shines. if everything is dark arnd you, and the sun is not within sight, look out the window and see the moon, the reflector of the sun. it is the faithful witness of the sky, a testament that the sun is still shining. hold on, the sunrise you're waiting for is coming.

see the sky break out in colours for you :)

listen to Him.

8:17 PM

was surfing arnd friendster when i saw this.

Here's the deal. You look it over the
following list and see how many of
these things you have done. BUT you
have to ADD up the money amount along
the way. Then post the amount that you
are as the title of the bulletin.
Example "I've done $00 worth of
stuff." PS, the smaller the better!

1. Had sex: $6.00

2. Smoked: $5.00

3. Got drunk: $5.00

4. Went skinny dipping: $3.00

5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex:
$4.00

6. Kissed someone of the same sex:
$4.00

7. Cheated: $2.00

8. Fell asleep in class: $0.50

9. Been expelled: $5.00

10. Been in a fist fight: $3.00

11. Given oral: $5.00

12. Got oral: $5.00

13. Prank called the cops: $3.00

14. lied to ur parents: $1.00

15. Stole something: $2.00

16. Done drugs: $5.00

17.Dyed your hair: $0.50

18. lied about ur age: $3.00

19. Done something with someone older
(like a few years): $3.00

20. Went out with someone OVER 18 (if
your under 18): $4.00

21. Ate a whole thing of oreos: $0.50

22. Cried yourself to sleep: $1.00

23 .Said you love someone but didnt
mean it: $1.00

24. Been in love: $4.00

25. Got caught doing something that
you shouldnt have been doing: $1.00

26. Went streaking: $4.00

27. Got arrested: $5.00

28. Madeout with someone at the
movies: $2.00

29. Peed in the pool: $0.50

30. Played spin the bottle: $1.00

31. Done something you regret: $3.00

and i got $45.

dear lord, thank god i have You. :)

haha

jesus loves me.
shern says i slimmed down. YAY

ANYWAY,
maksim piano skills rock!
whooohoo. i'll listen to any classical music as long as its played by him ;)
AND HE IS HOT
heh :)

listen to Him.

6:20 PM

im being bribed by my sis -_-

listen to Him.

12:25 AM

oo, thank god i know jesus personally!

daddy, thank you for so much favour in campus.
thankyou daddy, that i am not cast aside and ignored when i dare not talk to ppl.
thankyou daddy, that even though i get to know most ppl thru my sister, i am still known as shavonne, not cherri's sis
thankyou daddy, i am loved.

whee.
praise god.
knowing jesus makes a whole world of difference.

listen to Him.

7:41 PM

campus was fun =)
maybe moving up isnt such a bad thing.

hm.
in jesus name, i am NOT SHY
i will not be afraid of crowds.
i will not start mumbling when talking to strangers.
i will not turn red!
i will not hide myself in frnt of a crowd.
AMEN.

i am the beloved child of the most high. hallelujah, nthing to be afraid of.
i have the favour of god! (amen amen amen!)
ppl will see me and see the glory of jesus in me.
yay. praise god.
i am so so so blessed =)

listen to Him.

10:45 PM

daddy, i need to work. get me a good job k?
haha

absolutely love this vid. =D

listen to Him.

12:56 PM

watched the series of Girls Out Loud which i missed yesterday on youtube.
Jesus..!
so bimbotic. haha. but bimbotic-ly funny =)

so i found out the job that i nearly got was a scam. wonderful.
thank god i didnt get scam! see, jesus loves me :)))

haha

bible study was gooooood
whee.

hate to think that olvl results are coming back. darn. JESUS.
when i see You.. all my fears they fade away.. when i see You..

listen to Him.

11:47 PM

Daddy, i miss You.
i wanna hear Your voice again

listen to Him.

3:50 PM

singapore needs cute guys.
HAHA

eye candy eye candy~

listen to Him.

1:41 PM

for sher:
IM BACK! (since like, last tues)

china trip was okay
christmas n new yr was boring.

ppl say ur insane when u cimb up the great wall. u realise ur insane when u climb down from it.

blah. i need a new blogskin

listen to Him.

12:49 PM