listen to Him.
9:48 PM
i shall do some random postings.
my fam is in bangkok and im not. bleah.
oh well.
no school today!
no school = happy vonney!
hehehe.
thank god for holidays
:)
met imm jus now after studying. haha.
today is a good day. =)
school tml.
miss my classmates already.
but still dun wanna go school. haha
listen to Him.
7:37 PM
disappointments come in blows. its like a slap in the face and punch in the stomach. no matter how hard i try to defend it jus keeps attacking. i look to God but i cant see Him. faith seeps away n hope seems so samll. ppl say trust Him. i am! but its hard. its really, really, so hard. i know He is here with me. so why can He do anything? its hurts sometimes. i want to fall onto Him but what if i jus keep falling? it seems, so wrong. its not so easy to trust. or is it? i dont know.
its hard. what do i do next?
listen to Him.
7:35 PM
what i want to happen this yr:
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to be very satisfied with how i did with my olvls-
to go on DHL balloon! (and i dun wan to pay!)-to see fireworks w/
bf! (this requires a guy but currently all guys suck. lols.)-to master the guitar and have an electric guitar! (=D)
-to look pretty for prom =)
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to have a prom date that is taller than me, heavier but not fat, not bad looking, and is nice. (HAHA. so superficial. but really..!)-actually to jus have a prom date la.
-prolly a new phone at e end of the year (chocolate looks damn stylish)
-to go below 50kg =D=D=D
-to be able to go to class chalet. haha.
ok i'll cont adding nxt time =)
listen to Him.
6:31 PM
had banner painting for pub today =)
woke up at 8:30. still blur blur one. haha
coach joy n johnny were first to arrive at 9 am!
then katie laura and daryl came
nick n gina n jake n jer liang also came after that. had fun painting the banners..paint paint paint then go inside
nua. hahaha. wah. they eat alot! my maid cooked a huge mountain of fried bee hoon n coach joy bought 8 packs of chicken rice..all finish! scary! haha. praise god, or else it would have been such a waste.
went w/ nick to campus arnd 5. wah. painted for so long also haven finish. haha. met alene daniel char n roger there. =)
they waited for us! so nice. haha
campus was cool. the sermon was goood. sang at the cross, take it all, tell the world n GOD IS MOVING~
haha. dunno why in campus will sing all dare's fav songs. haha. the only song left was the blink blink song! =D
went watch fireworks jus now. wanted to meet
moomoo but too many ppl. ended up watching at marina square w/ jiejie n e campus ppl. haha. the fireworks were AWESOME! so pretty. god creates nice things. ( like me!)
=)
then i sat there stone (cos my sis pangseh me. mean right!)
was super sian (cos my sis pangseh me!)
like seriously sian (cos she pangseh me!)
ya lo. haha. then immanuel come pei me. he so nice. (unlike my sis who PANGSEH-ED me)
yup. =D
haha. went hm at arnd 10:15. wah the bus super long then come. but God's favour was on us. two 36s came n passed cos too full then a rather empty 36 came. (for me!)
haha. saw these 2 kids on the bus. there was the irritating one and the cute one.
the irritating one was making loads of noise n wont let off his seat to his mom or sis although he keeps gettin off the seat n walking around. IRRITATING.
the cute one was missing his front teeth. haha!the his father n him were playing his game boy. was a super sweet sight! =)
haha then his mom made the lil boy wear his specs! so toot-like-cute. hahaha. the way he smiled was super adorable! haha
oh n when the boy got bored of his gameboy he passed it to his dad then his dad looked so concentrated playing the game! it was damn funny! haha.
CUTE!
bus ride home was sleepy. yup. so i shall go sleep now. =)
listen to Him.
12:59 AM
bloody disappointing b4 for chi.
whatever.
walked thruout whole country. ended up last. was damn. dumb.
ps concert was cool. but way too short. o well. talked to anthony bout some stuff then got a ride ride fromdunstan home. :)
.....
i've got super unreasonable parents on earth
i say chi cnnt study they dun believe
i show them my aims for olvl they dun think i can make
what is this la.
u wan ban me from comp? FINE. I USE THE COMPS IN SCHOOL.
dun allow me to overshoot the phone bill. FINE. I'VE GOT FREE INCOMING CALL.
YOU DONT HAVE TO PAY EXTRAu dun think i can make it? FINE. U'LL BE SAYING SORRY WHEN MY RESULTS COME BACK.
DAMN YOU ALL.
listen to Him.
12:59 AM
i cant think of anything sensible to write so here's a rubbish post!
from friendster:
TURN ONS & OFFSGIRLS FILL OUT THE TOP GUYS FILL OUT THE BOTTOM POST IT UP SO WE SEE WHAT'S UPREPOST WITH THE TITLE "WHAT TURNS MEON/OFF" ADD ON IF YOU WANT TO ------------------------------------------------------------------
-FOR GIRLS -Turned ON, OFF or DM (Doesn'tmatter)
Is taller than you: ON
Is shorter than you: OFF
Wears braces: DM
Dresses Preppy: ON
Dresses Ghetto: OFF
Dresses Gothic: OFF
Has blue eyes: ON
Has green eyes: ON
Has hazel eyes: ON
Brown eyes: ON
Drinks alcohol: DM
Wears glasses: DM
Smokes: OFF!
Plays sports: ON
Smiles a lot: ON
Calls you just to say Hi: ON
Compliments you: ON
Likes to talk: ON
Shy and quiet: DM
Good dancer: ON
Wears jewelry: DM
Smiles when you walk in the room: ON
Has brown hair: ON
Has Black hair: DM
Has blonde hair: ON
Has red hair: DM
Makeup: OFF. its a girl thing!
Can make you laugh at any given moment: ON
Loyal: ON
Laid back: ON
Plays guitar: ON!
Plays piano: ON!
Plays drums: ON!
Sing: ON!
he's buff (muscles): DM
Easily jealous: OFF
Doesn't eat meat: OFF
is bi: OFF!
has a tattoo: DM
has a lip ring: OFF!
has tongue ring: OFF!
sensitive to your feelings: ON
messages u every hour:OFF
lols. lame.i should do my work. really.
jesus loves me. sweet.
and im living everyday for HIM!
praise god. haha
tml is PLANET SHAKERS ULTRAVIOLET CONCERT!
I CANNOT WAIT! WOOHOOO
=)
tml got cross country too. cant believe theres still school
. and undone homework....
listen to Him.
10:46 PM
F.O.C totally rocks!~
yup! 1st day went w/ shern ryunkiat aloy n germ. so fun!it rocked la.
shern's translation:
arise..arise--> a rice, a rice, become a bowl of rice!
lame right! haha
but anyway. foc really rocks la. other then e fact its chc organise one la. the pastor really talks alot on tithing. hmm..
oh well. the atmosphere there totally rocks! especially during PRAISE. CCC (city christian church) band really rocks. there songs are damn good!
Great is our God (x2)
Make His praise loud
Shout it out! (x2)
Don Moen was ok la. not as bad as i thought. he can play the violin too other than e paino. so cool! sang awesome god today too. haha
whhoo~
today also rocked. went with germ(again) and brian and ai lin. was damn fun jumping arnd. praising God was super shiok!wah... nice!
oh, went dare in the afternoon. p&w was also really good. God's presences always so strong. i am like, so blessed man! woohoo!~
on thurs bs the praise and worship was ALSO good. haha. i was feeling rather down then ma then i felt this rise up inside me.
" Dear Child, give me all your troublesa. Do not burden yourself with them. Let Me handle them. I love you too much to allow you to suffer. I've already gone thru the sufferinf\g for you on the cross. It is not ur part to worry, give it all to me"
WAH. felt so...light. so happy after that. =)
ANYWAY. FESTIVAL OF PRAISE JUST ROCKS. CCC ROCKS. DON MOEN ROCKS(although his songs are a lil slow)
MY JESUS ROCKS!
listen to Him.
12:36 AM
