daddy
oh god i need You
this is freakin screwed up.
i dont understand how they think or what they want
its after Os already. i've been waiting for years for this time
why cant they jus give me more freedom
im not stupid. i know my priorities,so why cant i jus have more freedom
im always home on time. i've kept to my curfew. im not like, irresponsible.
so WHY IN THE WORLD do they still restrict my freedom so much.
i absolutely HATE keeping to their unreasonable rules.
curfew at 6pm
what the hell
they are not even home at that time.
DADDY HELP.
i dont want to go thru this alone.
i know You're here with me.
i dont want to follow my flesh.
i dont wanna go against them.
i want to honour my parents.
but i cannot do it alone.
lord, i need you.
hold my hand and bring me through this.
i cannot do it alone.
i want a hug.
i hate it when ppl back out on me last minute with ridiculous excuses
listen to Him.
6:05 PM
UNITED LIVE
awesome concert! =)
so so awesome.
jesus, i am so totally in love with you.
ohh! cant wait for EJ2!
daddy, though im a wee bit disappointed today, 8 friends none saved, im still gonna trust in you!
YOU ARE A GOD THAT
NEVER DISAPPOINTS!
i believe the seed had been planted lord. deep inside them. make it grow, daddy~!
bless them lord! with your abundance favour and love. let them see You!
You would not give them up. You already sent your son to die for them. let them know this. let them know your love. let them see that christianity is not jus another religion, its a sweet sweet relationship with you. let them understand why we christians are willing to sacrifice to want them to recieve salvation.
Lord, you aint done with them yet!
praise you lord. for you are good and your mercy endures forever.
listen to Him.
1:06 AM
Life is getting somewhat ridiculous.
Jesus, You are my sanity in this insane world.
the simplicity of life has long faded away, now this crazy complication is taking over, and shit, i dont like it one bit.
Lord, be more real in my life. all i need is You. Be the horizon i can look to when i need stability.
You are everything to me, everything i need! Take my life lord, and do Your thing!
draw me closer to You, pull me deeper into your unfailing love. Daddy, shine your light for all the world to see, cos You live in me!
i will sing your praises forever....! =)
ps: Lord make me slimmer and have lesser pimples before prom!!
listen to Him.
11:23 PM
prismacolour pencils...
Daddy, i want....!
listen to Him.
7:10 PM
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO ME!haha. finally sixteen. abt time seriously. aha.
thankyou jesus for everything!
=)
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2099174325
awesome party. amazing friends. lovely time.
listen to Him.
9:35 PM
yays. olvl is over. praise god.
Daddy, im holding on to what u promised me.
and i believe its already mine. =)
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! =))))))))
listen to Him.
9:58 AM
God whispered "happy birthday darling. I love you. "
first few
1st;11:58pm : daddy! (he cheated, his watch was 2 mins early. haha)
2nd;12:00am : chessia (thanks babe!)
3rd;12:00am : yan chao (yay, u rem!)
4th;12:02am: shunta (wah this one unexpected =D)
5th;12:11am: mommy (ee she was late can.)
6th;12:23am: daniel gabriel (thankies!)
then i went to sleep. haha
yay. happy sweet 16 to me!
listen to Him.
12:03 AM
ITS ENDING IT ENDING!
a whole lot down. one more to go!
whoohoo. life is good man!
thankyou jesus!
haha
my mom made my clean up all my books so i could give them to my cousins before i could use the comp. dug up some real interesting stuff!
haha
my sec 1 art
not bad right!!!!!
haha. looks like a flower lo. kinda proud of it. waha. until i saw my interpretation -_-
this is the interpretation i wrote. haha and i thought i was smart in sec 1
"The picture of this flower was found in Yahoon Search Engine. It has the same colour as the original one. The outline of my flower is using black paint. The inner colour was dark yellow while the outer colour is light yellow.
It was coloured using paint. My painting is
not as real as the real one. The background was not painted and was left white. The number of petals are abit different as it is hard to copy every single detail. The inner petals are the hardest to paint. The outer petals are easier to draw as it is not so dark."
alamak. i was darn good... at stating the obvious.
lols.
funny. hahaha
oh and btw, my email died to nxt time email to
shavonne.w@gmail.com =)
shaaallooooom.
listen to Him.
9:32 PM
dont pray for me if ur using ur 'prayers' to stress me to get my A1s.
I WILL GET MY A1s. i've got my Daddys help.
but STOP making it sound like thats the only thing important.
it isnt alright?
i can freaking screw up my olvls, but i tell u what.
my future is still blessed no matter what you say.
dammit. i dont want your prayers then.
listen to Him.
11:28 AM
grave produces perseverance.perseverance produces character.character produces true hope.and true hope does not disappoint.:)-------------------------------------He gave His son,His only son,the son he loves
..for you..-------------------------------------love the lyrics...THIRD DAY, LOVE SONG I've heard it said that a man would climb a mountain
Just to be with the one he loves
How many times has he broken that promise
It has never been done.
I've never climbed the highest mountain
But I walked the hill of calvary
Chorus:
Just to be with you, I'd do anything
There's no price I would not pay
Just to be with you, I'd give anything
I would give my life away.
I've heard it said that a man would swim the ocean
Just to be with the one he loves
All of those dreams are empty emotions
It can never be done
I've never swam the deepest ocean
But I walked upon the raging sea
Repeat chorus
(Bridge)
I know that you don't understand
the fullness of My love
How I died upon the cross for your sins
And I know that you don't realize
how much that I gave you
But I promise, I would do it all again.
Just to be with you, I've done everything
There's no price I did not pay
Just to be with you, I gave everything
Yes, I gave my life away.
Daddy, i love You!!shalom. =)
listen to Him.
6:24 PM
oh gosh. let it end already!! >_<
thank you everybody for being there for me
thanks coach julian, coach val, coach lily, coach joy, johnny, daniel, imm, steve, lydia, anthony, katie, melody, huiyi for praying for me! =D
love all of you!!
haha
and i shouldnt be here.
but anyway...
MY OLVL IS BLESSED!
THANKYOU JESUS!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :)
listen to Him.
7:43 PM